Saturday, November 10, 2012
A New Day. Again.
So, it's been awhile. And I've been busy. Seriously. My desperate need to over-commit myself to make sure that everyone loves me ENOUGH, really went into overdrive this past year. That being said: I've gotten a lot done. That being said: I'm pretty tired. That being said: I suddenly have the opportunity to relax a bit while finishing up all these pesky deadlines that I have.
Why, may you ask?
Well, it's pretty easy when God says, in the form of your supervisor at your dayjob, "You won't be working here anymore." That's right. After eight years at that legal publishing firm, I've been "released" into the world.
Now, I've had a break before, after my nasty car accident several years ago. But that wasn't really a break, more of a "see how well I can manage pain on a daily basis" kind of thing, but this...it's as if I've been readying myself for this.
I have lots to do. Lots I want to do. The capacity to do what I want to do. The tools I need to be patient while I continue to ask myself, "Self, what do you want to do?"
Really, I don't know what's going on. But I do have things in front of me to do. So I'm going to do those. And then take some time to see what's in store. I recently read something somewhere that said that along with whatever desire is planted deep within us, is the guiding force to tell us where to go and what to do in order to achieve that desire. So, I'm taking some time to listen today. And tomorrow...
Time. I have some of that now. It's wicked nice.
And don't worry those of you who I owe a screenplay or a treatment to. It's coming!
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